I'm stuck and I can't get off.....

Back on the stall roller coaster.  AGAIN!! Annoyed but this too shall pass.  That is most exciting thing I have to say right now.  I am downing protein and veggies like crazy so my insides are healthy,  my mind is right, my body is taken care of.  Thankful for living right but DAMN.......I don't like stalling.  I teeter on sheer panic most of my days lately at the thought of working this hard, making the lifechanging decision to have weightloss surgery, and living my life right to only lose 60 pounds.  I am still overweight.  Not obsese anymore but still FAT.  Yes, beating myself up a bit.  I need a Bariatric hug. 

Fortunately, I am soooooo thankful for The World According to Eggface and some fabulous chicas that had surgery around the time I did because they have all reassurred me that this stall STUFF is normal.  Eggface and the chicas have reported 1 month+ stalls. 

Where I do take responsibility is....not exercising. Again!! Not eating enough sometimes....AGAIN! In my defense, my mother was in a bad car accident 2 weeks ago and has required my care due to not having a car, doctors appointments, and finally a surgery this on a broken wrist.  I am sitting soooooooo much that I literally feel like fat is just collecting all over me.  I do not like this feeling.  Relaxing is good.....feeling lazy and unmotivated is not.

I am determined that November is my month to take back my weight loss.  Stall or not, I am going to work harder, eat better, exercise more, and move forward.

PS...Stall you suck!!