Now that I KNOW that my life will change forever after June 2nd, I am constantly thinking of things that I will no longer have to deal with (because I also made lifestyle changes post-surgery). I will NOT miss:
-being tired all the time
-anxiety and insomnia
-my back hurting all the time
-getting sick so easily
-buying new clothes all the time because the ones I have are too tight or just to make me feel better about myself
-the look of disappointment on my family members' faces when they see me and I am still overweight or even more overweight than I was last time they saw me
-the look of disappointment on a blind date's face the first time they meet me
-being insecure meeting people for the first time, in interviews, or in general
-FOR THE LOVE no more lectures from people about what I need to do, or that I need to lose weight or that I am not healthy (No kidding people!!)
-my fat stomach (that was the last part of me to get fat.....and it was my rock bottom)
-granny panties
-big ugly bras
-sagging boobs
-stretch marks (never had those EVER until about 3 months ago) (may get worse huh?)
-tight seats on rides, in the movies, etc
-being the person in crisis management training who doesn't get to participate because I am too heavy for anyone to practice with (embarassing)
-being the fat friend
-being the one everyone thinks they need to "supervise" for portion control, getting seconds, or drinking a DAMN soda at holiday dinners or family time
-being insecure at the beach or my lakehouse
-out of shape, out of breath, out of control
And I will really NOT miss being "just a pretty face"
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